我的阴天假期

又是睡到自然醒的一天。很久很久都没试过睡饱了。本来应该是开心的一天。但是在梦中清醒的那一刻，看见天色暗暗的。自然而然便把我整个心情都带动到阴阴的。梳洗后，我便下楼去了。眼前看见的情形，配搭那阴阴的天色，加上闻到那熟悉的面粉味，勾起了我不少回忆。有一种不想活在当下的感觉。过去的快乐是人类不断追寻的，此时此刻所拥有的却不容易被发现。过去的感觉已经是过去了，回忆就只是回忆。

The weather reminds me about my grandmother. The time when she was still here. The time she spent her time by making delicious food for us. The time she looked at our face when we taste her food. The time we keep on praising her delicious food. She always took good care of us... Every details in our daily life that we missed until we don't even realise them, she actually took care of it. Until she left us, we realised how much she took place in our life. Only at the moment she was not here, we realise how important is she. Humans... They only learn how to appreciate after they lose it. A l w a y s ... Ugh, emo-ing... Love the weather...

Memories are always memories. And I like it...

-Aud-